I dream --
But when I awake
It's all gone.
Because I admire people with fortitude to forgive -- and to forget.
I don't possess what is needed to "enter" the Heaven.
I'm ruthless. I never hesitate to have my revenge.
I hardly ever control myself when I am angry.
I dream --
Only to know that it's all a mere dream.
It is no more than the flower that blooms in my slumber
I admire people that care for other
That listens to my complaints, that gives me their shoulders when I need to rest.
"Just let it go, let your tears flow. You've been pushing yourself until now. Let yourself rest for a minute."
Really, it makes me feel a lot better.
I love him, and he loves me. That's all we need to know.
But now, where the hell are you? You don't even reply when I texted you.
Are you alright? You've made me worried to the bone.
How's your college going? I hope you're okay.
And for my dearest cousin, my partner in crime,
You aren't worthless. You are precious.
I admire you. I want to be your strength.
And you are important. Not only for the others, but for me too.
~Let me be your illuminating shield...~
