Dream?

I dream --

But when I awake

It's all gone.

Because I admire people with fortitude to forgive -- and to forget.

I don't possess what is needed to "enter" the Heaven.

I'm ruthless. I never hesitate to have my revenge.

I hardly ever control myself when I am angry.

I dream --

Only to know that it's all a mere dream.

It is no more than the flower that blooms in my slumber

I admire people that care for other

That listens to my complaints, that gives me their shoulders when I need to rest.

"Just let it go, let your tears flow. You've been pushing yourself until now. Let yourself rest for a minute."

Really, it makes me feel a lot better.

I love him, and he loves me. That's all we need to know.

But now, where the hell are you? You don't even reply when I texted you.

Are you alright? You've made me worried to the bone. 

How's your college going? I hope you're okay.

And for my dearest cousin, my partner in crime,

You aren't worthless. You are precious. 

I admire you. I want to be your strength.

And you are important. Not only for the others, but for me too.

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~