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Friday, 9 July 2010

GIMP, Pangya, Mana Khemia, and stuffs

Yak! Jadi gue balik lagi >_> dengan kabar buruk *halah*
PHOTOSHOP GUE CRASH!! Huhuhuhuhuhu *nangis geje*
Dan sebagai hasilnya, gue harus pake GIMP T.T
Gue sama sekali ga ngerti tuh GIMP, seseorang yang ngerti GIMP ajarin gue T_T

Dan akhir-akhir ini gue sering ganti template ya? Iya, sekarang gue lagi cari template blog yang bagus sama baru...Soalnya kan kalo template itu mlulu kan bosen :p

Gue sempet mikir mau buat blog baru...Tapi gue pikir, sayang juga XD Jadi yasud, jangan kuatir, ini blog pasti masih ada ;)

Jadi, akhir-akhir ini gue main pangya lagi dan barusan aja gue naik lepel jadi Beginner A XD
Yes bentar lagi jadi Junior E~~~ XDD *PLAK*

Dan, akhir-akhir ini gue main MK lagi, jadi sekarang game list gue lumayan banyak.
Ada Mana Khemia, Pangya, Odin Sphere, Warriors Orochi, Samurai Warriors dan Dynasty Warriors...

Ahh dan jangan kaget kalo misalnya kalian ke sini lagi, template dah ganti ya?! *ditabok*
Karena seperti biasa, gue lagi cari template bagus buat bulan ini :))
Nanti Agustus ganti lagi kok ;)

Stuffsnya yah...
Hmm, udah berapa lama gue ada di sini? Udah berapa orang yang gue kenal sejak pertamakali gue masuk ke dunia per-foruman? Udah sama berapa orang gue bertengkar hebat? Udah sama berapa orang yang gue crush sama dia?

Rasanya gak keitung deh.

Gue pernah bersyukur sama Tuhan YME karena Dia udah ngasih gue kesempatan buat kenalan sama berbagai orang yang ada di dunia internet dan gue bersyukur lagi karena gue udah dikasih kesempatan buat masuk ke dunia perforuman. Banyak orang yang udah ngubah kehidupan gue, dan bakalan terlalu banyak kalo gue daftarin satu-satu. Tapi sekarang gue mau kasih special thanks buat mereka yang bener-bener meninggalkan kesan mendalam di hati gue.

First of all, I want to deeply thank my Onii san, Shinryu...He has gave me encouragement to overcome many hardships and teach me how to stand up even without our close one. Thank you Onii san, without you, I wouldn't be as I am now. We haven't come in contact in each other, as you probably busy for going to a college and your relation with Karin. However, even if you forget about me...I will never forget you. Thank you Onii san, for everything.
Was yea ra knawa yor, Onii san. I am glad that I have come to know you, Brother.

And then, I want to thank Rivelino and Rion. Rino with his insanity and Rion with her kindness. You both enlighten my days as I tried hard to not to laugh alone insanely in front of the monitor. Same as Shin, we haven't come in contact for each other. Rion, how is Rivelino doing? Tell him to take my regards and tell him that my pride will never allow me to become his tools XD

Next, I want to thank people from Persona Lover Indo. Senzai Stanley, Aragi Yamato, Yukiko Tatsumi, Onee chan or Om Imo xD , Shina, Noct, and many others... Without you all, I will still sane but in boring way. Thank you for dragged me to your insanity =))

And, I want to thank people from Pandora Hearts RPG Forum. Papih, Mamih, Ulqui, Mizu, Ruu, Hayo, and everybody else I have come to known for. You guys are the best. You guys succeed making me more insane after what I've got in earlier times :) And thank you for dragging me along to Pangya =)) Thank you for entrusting me to work in there as a RP Staff, though mostly I did not do anything, except dragged new member to our insanity =)) But then again, thank you minna san.

Guys...I love you! Thank you for everything!


~I wished those gentle hands warp me again...Just once more.~

Tuesday, 29 December 2009

Confession of My Feelings: Part II

Yak...Selamat malam semuanya
Karena mau tahun baruan, gw mau mengungkapkan semua perasaan gw sebenernya.

I miss my old days...I miss the past, which is already gone and will be never happen again...
I miss my old days when I around that place...
I miss the days when I joke together, when I laughing all by myself in the front of computer because of that crazy fanfic: Confession in Farewell -Restricted-
I miss the days I was trying to help Admins and Moderators, tell them what is the best behavior in my opinion
I miss the days when I welcomed the new members with another people: Onii san, Mimo, Seizan...
I will always remember the day I was scolded by Hime san, because I don't obey the rules accidentally...I just want to tell you Hime san, I'm really sorry...
Yet, I miss the days when I sitting down in front of my computer, trying to pull up another joke in my fanfict...
Yes, I still miss the days when I yelled at the forum...I yelled at everyone to calm down at the moment.
Yes, I miss it.
I miss the day when I involved with a conversation about 2012 and later involved in a conversation with novada san. He said I should enter Social study when I'm at high school since I'm a good speaker and able to argue with anyone and win the argument.
Honestly, I really miss those days.
I miss the days when I trying to giving some advice to some member that is still new around that place, told them to read the rules first so they don't have to be scolded again like I did.
I miss the days when I discussing in Shoutmix with the founder, about the skins that is better for that place.
I miss the days when I spent my time at that time, in Chatbox, crazily yelled and laughs, until I realized I stayed up too late.
I miss the days when I laugh because of Wataru, and Onii san. Yeah, those two are really good at cracking jokes.
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...
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I miss those days...Those warm days.

I thought I can vanishing those feelings running to Novo..Becoming a Mod there.
But I can't.
I thought I can run away from those feelings by joining Pandora Hearts and become an RP Master there.
But I definitely can't.
And then I crush the Miracle of Heartless created by Echo, and becoming Admin there.
I thought by becoming a staff, I can escape my feelings.
But I know I can't.
That place is like a "second home" for me. Where I can talk freely about my feelings, giving advice to the others...

~Now that you're gone...My life scattered into pieces...I don't know where to turn...I don't have home to return~ Althea Razensky, my character.

...I think it's true truly.
Since that place gone...I dunno where to turn.
Since PLI's gone...I feel I don't have home to return.
.....
.....

You guys know? I always let out a tear slipped away when I think about it.
Fortunately, I've been used for it, so I hold my tear as long as I can, but in the end I'm always ending off accidentally slipped out a tear.
Why...?
Why did that place should disappear...?
WHY!?
IF YOU HOLD A PERSONAL GRUDGE, IT'S FINE...BUT WHY THE OTHERS!?
WHY, DAMMIT!?
YOU TRAITOR! THE HELL WITH YOU, DAMMIT!
YOU NEVER CONSIDERING THE OTHERS' FEELING! MAYBE YOU FEEL YOUR BURDEN HAS BEEN LIGHTEN WHEN YOU ERASED THAT PLACE BUT WHAT ABOUT THE OTHERS!?
ANSWER ME, MAN!
YOU'RE...YOU'RE SICKO BASTARD! I HATE YOU!
You're a bastard. You don't take the responsibility for what you done.
And.
You're breaking Mizu's heart as you're one of most trusted person.
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DONE THAT FAR!?!?!?
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......
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Heh, gw tau meskipun gw marah-marah, ngamuk tapi nggak bakalan berubah keadaannya.
Tapi...
Setidaknya hati gw jadi lebih ringan.


~...To promise one heart is to hold one's heart. I'll never let you go.~

Thursday, 17 December 2009

Confession of my Feelings part I

Gw pengin cerita deh sama kalian semua pembaca setia blog gw, juga member Novo ataupun semua forum yang gw regis di sana.
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Dari semua member yang gw kenal, ada beberapa orang yang ngasih banyak dampak di kehidupan gw.

Gimana kalo gw cerita aja deh?
Orang-orang yang ngasih dampak di kehidupan gw, baik positif maupun negatif

Yang pasti Onii san gw a.k.a Papa.
Sejak gw ketemu sama dia, dan seiring gw makin sering ke PLI, liatin postnya,
Gw nggak tau
Perasaan gw bilang gini...
Kalo sama dia, apapun pasti bisa gw lakukan, rintangan apapun pasti gw taklukan.
Karena itu gw coba tanya-tanya ke member senior PLI, gw tanyain nopenya dia. Eh, ketemulah gw sama Yurrei.
Dan gw tanya nope Onii san. Yurrei ngasih dan gw ngomong terima kasih.
Sejak saat itu, gw mulai deket sama Onii san.
Dan malam sekitar 3 bulan lalu, gw dan Onii san ngucapin janji tak terucapkan.
Dan karena itu, gw harus melindungi dia...
Tapi...
Di akhirnya, selalu gw melulu yang dilindungi dia.
Gw malu banget. Adik macem apa gw ini? Padahal janji yang tak terucapkan itu udah jadi sumpah gw.
Masa gw 'mulu yang dilindungi dia?
Gw ngga bisa ngomong apa-apa. Kalo ada masalah, gw pasti dateng sambil nangis sama dia. Dan?
Dia selalu mau dengerin gw. Sedangkan kalo gw marah, gw kadang-kadang keluarin semuanya di depan dia.
Gw malu sama diri gw sendiri. Adik macem apa gw ini?
Pas gw mengutarakan semua itu, dia ngapain?
Dia cuma tersenyum dan bilang: "Ngk apa-apa. Jadi adik itu bukan untuk melindungi tapi untuk dilindungi oleh kakaknya."
Seketika itu juga gw luluh.
Udah deh, gw nanti diinjekin couple nya kalo gw cerita kepanjangan *diinjek Reis x Karin duluan*

Terus
Ada Yurrei sama Kou.
Gw sebetulnya nggak mau cerita ini.
Karena gw takut mereka yang punya luka hati karena kematian Kou terkuak lagi.
Tapi gw mau nggak mau harus cerita ini....

Sebetulnya gini.
Malem terakhir sebelum Kou meninggal, gw SMS Yurrei karena gw pengin tau kondisinya. Sesudah di rep, gw mulai. Tapi, gw tanya dulu gini,

"Ada Yurrei?"

Dan reply dari sana tertulis sbb:

"Nee san masih di kamar. Ini Kou."

Gw lanjutin, "Ohh. Terus gimana kondisinya?"

Dan seterusnya. Aduh, gw jg ga kuat neh.

Pas sore hari gw dapet kabar dari Miki kalo Kou meninggal, pikiran gw langsung melayang sama malam terakhir itu. Gw naik ke kamar gw dan gw teriak sejadi-jadinya.

Pagi harinya
Ada masuk Inbox di hp gw.
Nomornya hidden dan pas gw buka, isinya gini

Glo makasih banget ya udah SMS Yurrei di hari terakhir gw ada di sini.
Gw khawatir soalnya sesudah gw pergi siapa yang bakal merhatiin Nee san.
Tapi kayaknya gw bisa percaya sama kamu
Thanks.
~Kou

Air mata gw langsung leleh dan gw simpan itu.
Gw udah dipercayain buat ngejaga Yurrei.

Hmm, mungkin gitu aja dulu yah.
Kalo kepanjangan juga bakal pada bosen =))

xU rre rhaplanca hLYEmYAmArU enw raklya en yLYEzAtU,
(Entrusting her atonement and hope within the 1001st seed)
jLYEwA dejuy en arhou tes 1001 Implanta/.
(Rhaplanca sang her wish in overflowing tears)

Friday, 20 November 2009

Award ke 3~~~~


Yess award ketiga!!!
Arigatou nee Onii san!! <3>
Itu persyaratannya
Klo yang nggak ngerti komen ajaah di post ini

THE RULES
1. Link the person who tagged you.

2. Copy the image above,the rules and questionnaire in this post.

3. Post this in one or all of your blogs.

4. Answer the four questions following these rules.

5. Recruit at least seven(7) friends on your Blog Roll by sharing this with them.

6. Come back to BloGGiST INFo CoRNeR (PLEASE DO NOT CHANGE THIS LINK) at http://bloggistame.blogspot.com and leave and the URL of your post in order for you/your Blog to be added to the Master List.

THE QUIZ

1. The person tagged you: Onii san a.k.a Roxas_Zero_Knightler

2. His/her site's tittle and url: http://roxasknightler.blogspot.com

3. Date when you were tagged: 21 November 2009

4. Persons you tagged 7 person:

Oke dehh
1. Sanctuary
2. Shina
3. Reishi
4. Mimo
5. Shara
6. Evelyn
7. Raiko

Arigatou nee Onii san!! <3


xU rre rhaplanca hLYEmYAmArU enw raklya en yLYEzAtU,
(Entrusting her atonement and hope within the 1001st seed)
jLYEwA dejuy en arhou tes 1001 Implanta/.
(Rhaplanca sang her wish in overflowing tears)

Tuesday, 22 September 2009

[ONE-SHOT]/SU] Tomorrow Ways --Continue--

Ryuna: Quick Rikku...
Shinryu: Damn!
Throtle: Death Calamity! Death Calamity! Death Calamity!
Riena: Mabufudyne!
Wataru: Maralagidyne!
Ryuna: The time...Is almost out.
Shatomi: Rikku!!!
Karin: Reis!! Hear me!!

*THE MARK DISAPPEARED*
ALL: ................
Riena: NO! Tell me that isn't true!!
Shinryu: Rikku!!!!
* A light blasts out* *Rikku comes with one of 5 Stars*
ALL: RIKKU!!
Rikku: Sorry to keep you guys waiting...*smile*
Ryuna: Never thought you'll made it...Shaolee.

Rikku walks toward Reis
Rikku: *puts the star* Just wait for the Emerald Chaos....
Riena: Ugh! Mabufudyne!
*SFX: PANG!*
Riena: ....!!!
Shinryu: Riena? Why are you stop fighting?
Riena: Impossible!! Why now!?
Shinryu: !?
Riena: Can you feel it?
Shinryu: Damn! Tell me that isn't true!
Throtle: It's coming...The holder of human's sins...Savior of Darkness....Dark Messiah.
ALL: Haaah!?
Riena: Damn....Why it has to be now!!!

Dark clouds approaching Riena and her group.
Throtle: Damn!!!
Rikku: No way! The only one who can defeat it...It's Reis and Riena!
Riena: ....*her ring glows* ?! *stare at Reis*
Hah? His ring glows too...

In Altar of Ice.
Kou: Yurrei! Let's go back!
Yurrei: Okay! Asclepsios! Teleport us back!
*SFX: SYUTT!*

In earth
Kou and Yurrei appear

ALL: KOU!! AND YURREI TOO!
Yurrei: Here the Emerald Chaos!
Riena: *smiles* Thank you...!
Dark Messiah: *casts Megidolaon*
Shinryu: Look out, everyone!!
ALL: !@#$%^&*()_+|!!!
*jumps*
Yurrei: *lost control of the Emerald *the Emerald flies away*
Kou: No...
Rikku: The Emerald...
Riena: *gasp*
Ryuna: No way...
Shinryu: Damn..
Throtle: Don't break....
Karin: No...The last hope...
Shatomi: Noooo!!
Wataru: Shit...

*SFX: PRANG!*
The Emerald crashes into pieces.
Riena: ........No....Nooo!!! *crying*
Shinryu: Reis!!!!
Yurrei: We're...Doomed...
Throtle: Damn!! DEATH CALAMITY!!
Dark Messiah: Hmph...Weakling...Die!!
Riena: Onii san!!!!

Reis suddenly opens his eyes and the Star disappears as well with the shards of Emerald. A light bursts and Reis standing there.
Reis: !? Riena!
Shinryu: Huh.....REIS!?
Karin: Re...Is...Reis!!! *hic hic hic*
Shatomi: Reis sama!!
Riena: Onii san!!
Dark Messiah: !? What..? My attack doesn't affect that child...?
Riena: Onii san.....
Reis: *holds Riena* I'm sorry Riena....To leaving you...*holds Riena's hand*
Riena: Your hand....It's so warm...*smiling while crying*
Reis: *erase Riena's tears* I'll be here...For you...Riena.
Riena: Onii san....
Reis: *release Riena*
Karin: Reis...!! *hugs Reis*
Reis: Karin....I'm sorry...I promise...I'll never leave you again...No matter where, no matter what...So..Don't cry anymore, okay? *erase Karin's tears*
Karin: *nods*
Reis: *summmon Moonlight Sycthe* Let's go everyone. Riena....
Riena: I know...Let's go.
Throtle: They keep coming!
Shinryu: Everyone! Form a circle! Protect Riena and Reis!
ALL: OK!
Reis: Riena...Are you ready?
Riena: *holds Reis' hand* Yeah...
Reis: Ok....

Both of them closes their eyes. Their rings glows.

Reis: Everyone has gave me strength..Everyone has done their very best....I won't lose!!
Riena: With Onii san...I feel I can do everything....I won't fall behind!

Both holds each hand tighter.

Riena & Reis: *raises their hands* LIGHT BLAST!!
Dark Messiah: Ugh..DARK BLAST!!!

Both Dark Blast as well Light Blast seems resist each other, but Light Blast is stronger.

Riena&Reis: Go to hell...Dark Messiah!!
Dark Messiah: Uaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!!

Dark Messiah disappears as well with the darkness that covers the world.

Riena: We....Did it....*smiles* *falls unconscious*
Reis: Riena!
Riena: Zzz...zzz...
Reis: She just sleep...She's too tired...
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Dengan begini, Tomorrow Ways tamat~~!
Credits: Terinspirasi dengan AOPU punya Onii san *plak*
Starring: Riena Yamatono, Reis Yamatono, Yurrei Futabaki, Miru Futabaki, Shinryu Yamatono, Throtle Yamagaki, Shatomi Shora, Karin Ogata, Rikku Shaolee, Ryuna Kurenai, Kouyou Fuuchoin, Wataru Kurenai.


xU rre rhaplanca hLYEmYAmArU enw raklya en yLYEzAtU,

(Entrusting her atonement and hope within the 1001st seed)
jLYEwA dejuy en arhou tes 1001 Implanta/.
(Rhaplanca sang her wish in overflowing tears)

Sunday, 9 August 2009

Apakah perasaan ini.....

Well...
Apa ya perasaan ini...?
Padahal...Dia cuma teman masa kecilku...
Yang kembali berhubungan lewat FB....

Watashi dah punya...
Cwo yang harus watashi cintai...
Tapi....
Perasaan ini.....
Perasaan yang tiap kali muncul di saat dia OL...
Perasaan tiap kali liat wall-nya di FB...
Kenapa ya...?

Padahal..
Dia cuma teman masa kecil...
Yang sejak kelas 5 nggak pernah hubungan lagi...
Iseng-iseng watashi ADD....
Dia pun udah punya cwe...
Kenapa....
Kenapa....?

I'm confused...I cannot choose..
Someone...Help me...
Nee san....Onii sama....
Someone...Help....Anyone...
Help...Me...
To clear my mind...
Please...

Thursday, 6 August 2009

Surat untuk semua

A Letter for everyone

For Roxas a.k.a Reis

Onii sama...Watashi rasa Onii sama-lah orang yang paling peduli sama watashi...Onii sama mau selalu mendengarkan keluhan watashi di saat susah...Meskipun cuma lewat SMS aja, watashi tau...Onii sama orang baik-baik... Watashi betul-betul sayang sama Onii sama...Makannya watashi minta Onii sama melupakan watashi...Karena watashi nggak mau hati Onii sama terluka lagi gara-gara kehilangan watashi...

For Yurrei a.k.a Oci

Maafkan watashi karena watashi nggak bisa dukung selama Yurrei san dirawat di RS...Karena ortu watashi maksa watashi untuk tidak berhubungan lagi dengan member-member AARP...Satu pesen watashi, yang kuat ya...Watashi nggak mau kehilangan lagi...

For Karin

Lo tuh...Rame banget orangnya, kadang-kadang lo betul-betul jujur...Hehe, gw doain biar lo selalu bahagia sama Reis~ Amiiin~

For Aragi

Gi...Lo...Gw tau lo emang Psikopat emo. Tapi lo jangan mau n jangan ngaku!! Gw ga mau temen gw ada yg jadi Psikopat, emo lagi.

"Sekalipun ayahku dan ibuku meninggalkan aku, namun TUHAN menyambut aku." Mazmur 27:10

Nggak tau apa lagi yang harus kukatakan....Maaf...Gomenansai...

Sunday, 5 July 2009

Ea Ea Ea Ea Fan Fic Reis x Yurrei Wkwkwkwk *digampar*

Bused nih gw bisa2 dibunuh sama Reis dan Yurrei xD. Yup, FF A Night to Remember awalnya mau dimuat di fileave.com, tapi nggak ngerti -_- Jadi aku masukin aja di quizilla.com dengan userku. A Night to Remember ada versi novelnya, tapi itu privat dan rahasia, hehe. *digampar* Reaksinya gimana ya? Penasaran watashi wkwkwkwk

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