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It's useless to apologize to me now. I've decided to act that you have never existed, that we have never met. You've made me cry, not even once or twice, but you've made my heart screamed till its voice runs out. 

I don't care if you go away and disappear, even vanish, it's not like I care. I simply don't give a damn of your existence anymore. Your immature and childish ways on acting are beyond my tolerance. I endured because you might change, but in fact you don't.

But I don't know what to say or to do. I only wish that Riv was here. He would be able to tell me what am I supposed to do.

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~