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Saturday, 6 October 2012

I feel like...

..I'm losing grip on my own sanity.

Ga main-main gw, ini beneran. Akhir-akhir ini di kepala gw muncul terus suara-suara aneh. Dan kata yang paling sering muncul adalah "Kill them". Gw tahu kok 'them'nya ini menunjuk ke siapa, dan tiap kali gw megang pisau (mau pisau buah kek, pisau sayur, apapun yang tajam), I feel the urge to stab. Kayak tadi pagi, gw bantu nyokap masak-masak di dapur. Dan gw motong ikan. Entah kenapa, gw pengen banget cincang itu daging, bener-bener pengen gw koyak-koyak sampe gaada sisanya, sampe tinggal potongan-potongan kecil. 

Gw sampe sempet kepikiran sendiri di kamar, apa gw bawa pisau beneran aja ke karyawisata Senen nanti. Gw makin lama ngerasa gw makin ga waras, pikiran gw makin ga lurus. Gw udah gabisa bedain apa yang baik sama yang jahat, dan hati gw makin lama makin bikin gw sakit kepala. Kalo gini terus, lama-lama gw bisa gila beneran. 





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