3 December 2011

Nah jadi sodara-sodara, welbek to Dreaming in the Dawn.

Lagi-lagi tidak berjudul. Haha, ironis banget. Otak gw lagi mentok sementok-mentoknya buat mikir judul. Pokoknya ada bahasan penting kok.

Pertama, template baru. Kalo yang udah ngikutin blog gw dari dua tahun lalu, pasti tau kalo gw jarang milih warna terang buat blog meskipun ada (contoh: Notepad, Artwork, Watercolor, dsb dsb). Nah, tapi template pilihan gw kali ini, Green Pigment, sumpah mencrang (baca: terang) banget. Sampe-sampe gw cuman bisa ngelongo shock ngeliat blog gw yang bersinar-sinar hijau, tapi maklum karena kemaren gw mentok pilih template blogger, akhirnya gw panggil nyokap.

Gw: Mam, enaknya ini template warna apa ya? *tunjukin Deep Green, Fractality, Abstract Earth, Make My Way sama Green Pigment)

Nyokap: *ngeliatin* bagusan yang ini *nunjuk Green Pigment*

Akhirnya jadilah blog gw seperti ini. Plus kemaren ceritanya gw pengen ngerombak widget yang ada di blog biar nggak berat dibukanya sama yang buka dari hape ato koneksi lagi lumutan. 

Kedua...

OKE SENEN ULUM.

Mana hari pertama IPA sama Agama pula. IPA. Gw lagi pengen mukulin guru fisika gw soalnya pra ulum kemarin gw ngitung-ngitung dan gw udah cocokin kunci jawaban gw sama yang fisikanya ternyata dapet 100 dan ternyata 80% bener. Makannya gw shock ngeliat rapor fisika gw di sana terpampang nilai 55. Tapi syukurlah matematika gw lolos KKM meskipun cuman 7 nilai, alias 77. Gw envy envy envy banget sama yang dapet 100 dan 97 DDDDD: 

Ketiga...

TYPE-0 WHY ARE YOU SO AMAZING DDDDD:

ACE. SICE. SEVEN. CLASS ZERO. WHY ARE YOU ALL SO AMAZING.

SE. POKOKNYA INI GAME HARUS DIRILIS KE NA, GAMAU TAU GIMANA.

Lagi galau. Harap maklum. *kembali menekuni buku Fisika*

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

1 December 2011

Oke, sodara-sodara. Gw masih hidup kok. Safe and sound. 

*tiupin debu, sapu lantai blog yang udah berdebu*

Oke. *siapin teh dan kue kering buat pengunjung* Selamat datang lagi di Dreaming in the Dawn. Sekarang, maaf kalian udah nongol tapi gw ngegalau.

Why now of all times, my thoughts went to him?

Kenapa? Kenapa sekarang?

Nyokap gw bilang, wajahnya bocah banget. Bagi gw, that's a part of his youthful personality.

Dia orang yang selfless banget. Nggak bakal ragu-ragu ninggalin apapun yang dia kerjain kalau ada yang minta tolong ama dia. Meskipun di luar dia suka itung-itungan kalau gw minta tolong, tapi gw ngeliat ada sesuatu di matanya.

Dia orang yang jujurnya nggak kira-kira. Tapi that's a part of his brutally honest personality. Gw kurang senang mengakuinya, tapi dia -- dan Ace, karakter yang dia idolakan, memang memiliki banyak kesamaan.

Dan -- it's just now...But I realized the sorrow that dwells in his eyes. Gw kaget -- bener-bener speechless pas kemaren dia ngebeberin semua masalah dia di YM. Bagaimana apa -- yang dia lakukan kalau sangat bosan, yang -- yang sejujurnya, menyalahi etika dan merupakan penyimpangan seksual. Gw kaget. Sangat kaget. Siapa yang menyangka, di balik tawanya itu -- ada sebuah kebiasaan yang sama sekali tidak bisa diterima masyarakat?

Dan tanpa sadar -- gw bilang, "I said I'll back you up."

Padahal gw sama sekali nggak tahu cara nolong dia gimana. Gw sendiri galau. Gw sendiri masih speechless. Tapi gw bilang, "I care for you because you are just right to be cared."

Dia bilang, "Yet you still care for me?"

Gw jawab, "I do."

Dia beberin semua rahasia dia yang dia simpen dalam-dalam selama ini. Bagaimana dia itu sebenarnya ingin perhatian -- dan juga kebiasaan yang sangat tidak bisa diterima masyarakat itu.

That's how I really feel.

Mau gimanapun, gw cuman bisa berdoa buat dia. Minta sama Yang Mahakuasa untuk mengubah dia dengan perantara gw. You know, your name is always spoken when I'm praying to the Lord. Aku selalu menyebutkan namamu saat aku mendaraskan doa tiada henti untukmu. Namamu selalu ada dalam benakku -- sebagai orang yang kucintai, sebagai orang yang kusayangi. Your name is always in my mind -- as a person I loved, as a person I cared for. Namamu selalu kusebut saat aku berdoa, saat aku sendirian. Namamu selalu ada dalam doaku. Selalu ada saat aku mendaraskan doa untukmu. Meminta Yang Mahakuasa untuk mengubahkanmu.

Tapi berjanjilah. Kita sudah mengikat janji. Jangan kau buat aku kecewa -- jangan kau mengkhianati kepercayaanku dan juga persahabatan kita. Don't betray my trust...And our friendship.

P.S: Aku sayang padamu.

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

9th Grade

Supposed to be my last year in middle school. Oh well.

Kelas 9, gw lebih deket ama anak-anak biling daripada anak-anak kelas atau klasikal. Daaaan, jadi gw bisa ngebikin Quint 20s yang isinya temen-temen gw yang ulangtahunnya tanggal 20-an. Isinya?

Ada gw (26 Maret), ada Amadea (26 Juni), ada William (26 Februari), Joana (26 November) sama Ivan alias beke (21 Oktober). Wakaka, Alba sama Saori ga masuk itungan karena kalo Alba itu masih 8 Agustus, kalo Saori masih 31 Juli =))

Nah, gw mau cerita dikit tentang Quint 20s ini XD

Gw sama Joana, yah kalian taulah, udah kenal sejak 3 SD. Sempet cekcok, tapi akhirnya baikan lagi, yaaaaaah sekarang kita masih temenan.

Kalo sama Dea (panggilan akrab Amadea), ceritanya dulu gw kan diajak ice skating sama Alba nemenin dia ekskul, bareng sama si Yoswil dkk. Nah karena gw ga ada kerjaan pas dia ekskul, eh ada temen senasib alias si Amadea. Ngobrol-ngobrol eh akhirnya temenan sampe sekarang. Toh kita juga udah pernah nonton bareng, mwahahahaha.

Kalo si William, udah sempet gw ceritain dulu. Dia yang ntraktir gw di KFC, dan akhirnya jadi sering ketemuan. Nah, kalo si Ivan alias si beke gw gatau gimana gw kenalannya, eh akhirnya gataunya kita deket. Mungkin bisa dibilang sahabat.

Tapi gw ngga ngerti.

Tiap kali ketemu, selalu aja ada hal yang bisa kita ketawain bareng. Tiap kali ketemu, selalu aja ngakak, meskipun hal yang sepele dan konyol. Tapi gw ga ngerti. Kenapa kayak gini?

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

Ganti Jabatan

Nggak, bukan apa-apa.

Bagi yang ikut Infan, pasti tau jabatan gw di sana adalah Moderator Open Discussion, alias momod Opdis.

Tapi sejak malam ini, gw ganti posisi jadi Moderator Fanfic. Tau kenapa?

kyou himura di sini itu tante kyou, sang tetua dengan titel lolipop basi yang barusan diangkat jadi admin. Jadi, ilang satu deh momod fanfic. Gw Aeterna Phantasia.

kyou himura: oya
kyou himura: tau ga sih (?)
Aeterna Phantasia: Iya? OwO
Aeterna Phantasia: tau apa tante? owo
kyou himura: berapa jumlah mod opdis dan mod fanfic sekarang? #kuisinfan
Aeterna Phantasia: opdis ada 4, fanfic ada 3? OwO
kyou himura: salah D:
kyou himura: sebut semua anggotanya!
kyou himura: #dor
Aeterna Phantasia: Opdis: Saya, dilia san, kue-san, haruki, sama sekar san <- terlupakan D:
kyou himura: tuh kan kurang satu
kyou himura: muahaha (?)
Aeterna Phantasia: Fanfic: Ejey, Bella-san, sama Kencana
Aeterna Phantasia: Iya, opdis kurang satu xixixixi /dor
Aeterna Phantasia: ampun Sekar-san
kyou himura: nah
kyou himura: keliatan kan
kyou himura: 5:3
kyou himura: dan infantrum itu forum fanfic
kyou himura: yay
Aeterna Phantasia: uhuk, susah juga sih ._.
Aeterna Phantasia: tante, dA mu sudah ku watch ' 'a
kyou himura: arigatobi
kyou himura: jadi...
kyou himura: biar jumlahnya sepadan
kyou himura: 4:4
kyou himura: dikau jadi mod fanfic aja yak
kyou himura: #titahmimin
Aeterna Phantasia: heee? owo
kyou himura: mau?
Aeterna Phantasia: kalo mimin yang lain gimana? owo
kyou himura: dilia hanya muncul kalo disummon
kyou himura: haruki sekar kue udah pewe di opdis =_='
Aeterna Phantasia: hum...
kyou himura: dan haruki sekar juga muncul kalo disummon
kyou himura: daaaaannn
kyou himura: di mod fanfic sendiri
kyou himura: kencana udah ga ol dari taun kapan
kyou himura: begitu pula bella dan ejey yg baru datang/kerja kalo ada notify
Aeterna Phantasia: Kencana sih...di PH juga jarang nongol dia ==""
kyou himura: setelah trio nista (?) mod fanfic hengkang naikpangkat (??), mod fanfic bisa dibilang hampir noneksisten
Aeterna Phantasia: xixixi, gaboleh megang dua-duanya? /dor
kyou himura: titelnya cuma 1
kyou himura: ._.
Aeterna Phantasia: tapi memang bagian fanfic itu damai ;______; ga kayak free talk ;_____;
kyou himura: AHAHAHAHA
kyou himura: YAKIN???
Aeterna Phantasia: ....menyeramkan
kyou himura: kau tak pernah baca post ini? http://s3.zetaboards.com/Infantrum/single/?p=8143681&t=7502846
Aeterna Phantasia: ...oh iya, post itu /dor
kyou himura: justru karena ga ada konflik(?) di sub fanfic
kyou himura: makanya hal2 yg seperti itu jadi terlewat mata
kyou himura: dan menumpuk
kyou himura: menumpuk
kyou himura: menimbun
Aeterna Phantasia: jadi gunung owo
kyou himura: makanya glocchan D:
kyou himura: jadi mod fanfic aja yak!
Aeterna Phantasia: yasudah tante, gapapa ' 'a
kyou himura: ok *brb ke admin cp*
kyou himura: arigatobi

Gw emang ga nolak, meskipun awalnya gw rada bingung. Field gw selama hampir dua bulan itu Free Talk. Udah ada beberapa kasus yang nanganinnya gw. Dan selama ini, gw nyampah di Free Talk, woro woro dkk. Eh sekarang malah pindah ke bagian fanfic, yang damai-damai keliatannya meskipun kurang rapih, gw malah berasa ga kerja .___________. Entah kenapa kalo momod yang paling aktif itu gw, dari sisi momod opdis ataupun ngingetin member lain di section lain.

Oke, yang penting kerjaan apapun gw kerjain. Udah resiko lah dipindahtugaskan gini.

Yosh, jadi mulai malam ini, kalau kalian member Infantrum ada masalah dengan bagian fanfiction free discuss, bisa contact saya :DD

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

Hmph.

Gw benci kalian berdua. Meskipun kalian berdua orang tua gw.

Apa itu sudah cukup jadi alasan gw buat ngebohongin kalian berdua?

Temen-temen gw di Inet - mungkin mereka ga keliatan, tapi mereka lebih kayak keluarga sama gw daripada keluarga RL. Karena kami tidak bisa saling melihat, kami menerima satu dengan yang lain apa adanya. Bukan seperti kalian yang membeda-bedakan ras, suku, agama bahkan warna kulit.

Gausah pake sok peduli sama gw. Gausah sok pake pedekate. Gw udah eneg.

Gw udah sakit dikekang terus. Gw udah ga kuat. Jadi jangan salahin gw kalau gw melakukan hal yang gw mau secara diam-diam.

Emang kenapa sih kalau mereka beda suku sama gw? Gw aja sama temen satu suku digituin. Toh ini gw sama temen beda suku bisa saling menerima. Kami punya kesamaan. Daripada orang macem si Carissa, ih najis gw, mending gaul sama orang-orang yang gabisa gw liat tampangnya.

Jadi intinya gw benci kalian berdua. Kalo ditanya apa yang kurang dari kalian berdua, gw bakal jawab kalian berdua kurang otak.

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

Dream?

I dream --

But when I awake

It's all gone.

Because I admire people with fortitude to forgive -- and to forget.

I don't possess what is needed to "enter" the Heaven.

I'm ruthless. I never hesitate to have my revenge.

I hardly ever control myself when I am angry.

I dream --

Only to know that it's all a mere dream.

It is no more than the flower that blooms in my slumber

I admire people that care for other

That listens to my complaints, that gives me their shoulders when I need to rest.

"Just let it go, let your tears flow. You've been pushing yourself until now. Let yourself rest for a minute."

Really, it makes me feel a lot better.

I love him, and he loves me. That's all we need to know.

But now, where the hell are you? You don't even reply when I texted you.

Are you alright? You've made me worried to the bone. 

How's your college going? I hope you're okay.

And for my dearest cousin, my partner in crime,

You aren't worthless. You are precious. 

I admire you. I want to be your strength.

And you are important. Not only for the others, but for me too.

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

Awards~

Postingan terakhir tentang awards sekitar tahun 2009 - 2010 ya? 

Nah kebetulan bulan ini gw dapet awards lagi.

Sankyuuu buat Mimo yang dengan baiknya ngasih awards ke gw.

Ga ada persyaratan harus gimana gimana, jadi gw kasih aja ke...

Mimo

Erin

Noct

Himeh

Oke sekian post pendek gw ini, karena gw harus siap siap pergi. Dadaaaaaaaaaah~

 ~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

DoC, Ar Tonelico, Stuffs.

Pertama, mau gw buka dengan...

HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY DREAMING IN THE DAWN!

Blog sampah, yang isinya cuman curhatan gaje gw, yah rambling kaco, apapun deh. Gw ngaku gw akhir akhir ini agak menelantarkan ini blog, berhubung policy baru yang berlaku di rumah gw dan entah kapan gw setuju ama tuh peraturan, tapi parents rule right? Yaudah, gw nurut aja hehehehe. 

Yang kedua...

DIRGE OF CERBERUS: FINAL FANTASY VII TAMAT!

Well yes, awalnya gw juga ga nyangka gw bisa ngelarin ini game satu. Berhubung gw ga pernah maen game FPS -- dan DOC adalah game FPS pertama gw, ya gw akui agak kikuk gw mainin si Vincent. Tapi akhir-akhirnya syukurlah gw bisa tamat dengan overall B. Keren? Banget. FMV-nya apalagi pas Midgar Assault -- wow. Speechless gw nontonnya. Cloud manis banget di sana FTW. Memorable quote dari DoC...

"Time to go, Fenrir." --Cloud Strife

"I guess it's time...To save the world." --Vincent Valentine

Yah gitu doang, agak garing hahahaha. Keren bangetlah ftw. 

Yang kedua...

Ar Tonelico II: Melody of Metafalica. Gw udah nyampe final phase alias Phase 5: Metafalica. Masalahnya, gw mau dapet ending Jacqli/Jakuri/Mir. Nah, gw udah level 5 Soulspace si Mir, dan pas mau final scene, ehh blank to screen-nya. BENERAN PENGEN GW BANTING TUH PS WANJER. MANA TERAKHIR GW SAVE DI THE SLUMS, BELUM MASUK GYRO STABILIZER BUAT DAPETIN [VIENA] ORZ. MANA BELUM LAWAN DIVINE BEAM BLABLABLA APALAH FTW.

Sementara ini, gw main Dissidia 012 Final Fantasy. Gw lagi berusaha namatin An Untold Tale, cuman masalahnya lawan Feral Chaos...Gw agak gimanaa gitu, ilfil gw mana udah makin cepet, attack sinting semua, wtf lah. Seriously. Apalagi HP 59k dong, dear god bravery 9999 aja ga bakal mampus tuh musuh. Feral Chaos sih udah dimenangin sama adek gw, dengan terus terusan Firaga/Ultima punya Terra, Aerial Circle punya Squall, untuk Lightning gw angkat tangan, makin ke sana makin ga enak dipakenya. Kalo Cloud ya gw Omnislash Version 5 mulu, ato ga Finishing Touch meskipun hampir ga pernah konek attack-nya. Untuk Tidus berhubung semua bravery attack (Dart & Weave, Stick & Move, Cut & Run) branching ke HP attack Quick Hit A, B, C, D, E, F (yang gw ga ngerti apa bedanya) maka selalu aja gw kasih tuh hehehehehheheh. Akhirnya lawan Feral Chaos kelar, tapi pas Moogle yang ngikutin (alias si Cid ato apalah itu namanya, ngakunya Great Will alias Shinryu) bilang itu Feral Chaos yang palsu, alias yang asli masih ada, gw nyaris banting tuh PSP. Mana belum Manikins level 127~130 di dalam gateway, duh seriously what the hell.

Untuk sekarang, gw nulis ni entry di rumah orang, eh salah ruko orang dikelilingin anak anak Remaja di gereja gw. Ada Aldy, Samuel, Jeff, Yefta, Julius (yang entah niatnya MPO ato stalking gw gatau dengan terus terusan sms gw), Elgra en Glenn. Yes, as you expect, I'm the only female here lol. Tapi yah gapapa deh, enjoy aja hahah.

See ya all.

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

23 Juni 2011

Lagi lagi gw ga ada niat buat nulis, hahahaha. Ini ceritanya gw pengen ngerant soal Pangya, kebetulan gw bentar lagi jadi Senior E. Tapi ada yang disebut oleh gw sebagai 'overwhelming urge' buat nyari forum forum RP baru sejak gw tau ada si Yuuta di Tensei. Silakan merujuk ke post gw yang judulnya 'Curcol' di bulan Maret kemaren buat liat ada masalah apa gw dengan si Yuuta. 

Dan di Tensei gw emang kecegat masalah soal visualisasi Nori-chan, dan yah gw udah ganti, yah silakan saja gw kan hanya member, bukan staff hahahahah. Gw rasa rules yang berlaku itu yaa staff ga pernah salah, kalo staff salah ya liat rules nomor satu. Suram ah suram, gw ga mau mikirin lagi mana itu si Milch sekarang nongol mulu di YM gw, ilfil gw ngeliatnya. Pengennya gw invis ke dia, cuma gw agak kasian aja sih. Gw ga ada masalah sama dia kayak gw ada masalah sama si Karin, tapi yasudahlah.

Yang kedua, gw sekarang reunian lagi sama anak PH, entah lewat pangya (Miju, Ulul, Ruu, Nagi, Kuro) atau lewat forum lain (Lampu a.k.a Rinyo & Rion) atau lewat FB/YM (Gema, Miju, Yujuh, Mamih) ternyata oh ternyata, sindrom kegilaan yang ditularkan Papih masih ga hilang =)) Pih, kau bertanggung jawab bikin anak anakmu ini tertular penyakit yang ga bisa sembuh =))

Sekarang gw dapet soft lens baru, dan yah berhubung sekolah seperti biasa bikin peraturan yang gw ga ngerti buat apa, gw kepaksa dapet soft lens yang hitam. Emang sih bikin bola mata gw lebih gede, cuma yah....

Sekarang ini, gw lagi sibuk ngurusin Ellysion Saga atas permintaan si lampu yang dedenya ga ngerti ACP Zetaboards =)) waktu online emang ga pernah bareng dan sering bentrok, maka terpaksa ya gw koordinasi sama si lampu lewat sms, kebetulan gw punya nomornya mwahahaha.

Akhir kata, maaf ada rambling gaje begini, mana ga jelas juntrungannya gw mau nulis apa. Yasudah, jatah gw udah abis, entah siapa sih yang pernah setuju sama peraturan kayak begini, jadi dadah semuanyaa~

 ~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

11 Juni 2011

Yah, intinya gw ga punya ide buat judul post. Maaf gw baru isi sekarang lagi, banyak kesibukan hyahahaha.

Jadi, untuk memulai...

FFX TAMAT! MWAHAHAHAAA /plak

Setelah gw bener-bener berpacu sama waktu ngelarin ini boss battle, kalo yang main pasti tau susahnya lawan Jecht a.k.a Braska Final Aeon. Belom HP yang gila gilaan (120k) dan juga heal tiap turn?! PLUS JUGA OVERDRIVE GAUGENYA DONG?! Belum damage sekitar ~2k per turn, itu pun udah pake spell Protect punya Yuna otl otl.

Tapi tapi tapi, ending nya keren sangaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat <3 <3 PLUS JUGA DENGAN TIDUS/YUNA YANG SANGAT SANGAT KAKKOIIII /plakplokplak Dan gw - sumpah - nangis pas Tidus ninggalin Yuna buat ke Farplane. SERIOUSLY DEH, ITU YUNA SAMA TIDUS CINTANYA DALEM BANGET AAAAH. 

"Yuna, I have to go..."

"I love you."

Plus dengan Tidus yang meluk Yuna dari belakang di dalam FMV dan dia lompat dari Fahrenheit, ke Farplane dan tos sama Jecht. BENERAN ITU AAAAAAAAAAH NYAINGIN YANG DI MACALANIA OTL OTL. PLUS TIDUS GANTENG BANGET DI FMW DUH GARA GARA DIA FANGIRLING GW KUMAT OTL OTL.

Yang kedua...

DYNASTY WARRIORS 7! Kabar baik, katanya mau dirilis ke PSP! Cuma cuma gw gamau kalo ga ada English Release *lirik Strikeforce 2* Mamfus duluan gw mainnya otl otl. Dan kalo kita bicarain DW, yang pasti...GW BICARAIN LU XUN <3 <3

LU XUN IS WU LOVE! /plak

Plus dia di DW7 punya character image song (Crimson Wings) COCOK BANGET OTL, APALAGI SUARA NOJIMA-SAN UNYUUUU /plak

Suaranya pas banget sama Lu Xun yang kalem, lembut, tapi berani dan bersemangat. Plus juga Nojima san bukan cuma VA, tapi bisa nyanyi. Tapi gw kira awalnya lagu Xun bakal kayak semacem lagu Jay Chou yang Feng atau Fa Ru Xue, eh gataunya ternyata nge-rock (yang spontan ngingetin gw sama Cowboy on the Run punya Jay Chou) di awal-awal dan begitu nyampe ke reff, wah beneran ngena banget deh suaranya. Dan kesan bad boys Xun di sini jadi agak kuat =)) tapi sumfeh di sini charm-nya tambah keren aja orz orz. Kesengsem gw sama desain DW7, tapi tapi dekorasi bulu-bulu api gitu yang di DW6 ga ada otl. Padahal kan itu yang bikin dia keren banget /plak

Nah yang terakhir, gw mau ngegalau.

APAAN SIH NIH PATCH MAUNYA, KOK DIKIT DIKIT ERROR DIKIT DIKIT ERROR?! DARI KEMAREN INI PATCH GA KELAR KELAR WOY >:| DAN KENAPA OH KENAPA GW GA DAPET 500k PANG OTL OTL.

Ah udah udah ga jelas banget =))

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

Begin Everything Anew

OMG, gw ngga nyangka.

Love you Joana <3 Gw ngga nyangka lu datang sama gw (meskipun secara virtual) dan minta kita berdua mulai dari awal. Love you. Love you. 

Gw selalu nerima lu Jo, dan gw selalu maafin perbuatan lu. Makasih udah mau maafin gw. Gw mau kok mulai semuanya dari awal lagi :3

...errr, gw gamau nyinggung-nyinggung tentang si Ryan dulu.

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

Buon Compleanno, Hibari.

Yes. Gw lupa. Seratus persen. Sebelum gw nengok Mangafox dan gw baru inget tanggal 5 Mei itu ultah Hibari.


Buon Compleanno Hibari, maafkan diriku telat. Harap jangan di kamikurosu. Tapi bener Hibari, ane lupa banget ;_________; Dirimu itu Guardian tertua setelah (atau sebelum?) Ryohei kan? Jangan kamikurosu, ane kan semanis Hibird /plak 


Maaf telat empat hari, selamat ulang tahun Hibari, Guardian of Cloud X Generation :D


...Gw butuh bener-bener hapalin ulang tahun para char KHR. Yang bentar lagi berarti...Reborn?




~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

Coward.

Pengecut. Kasta rendahan. Beraninya di belakang aja. Beraninya kalo udah ngelakuin ngga mau ngaku. Sampah. Lu lebih hina dari si CG tau? Gw kira manusia paling hina itu si CG, eh gataunya ternyata lu lebih hina dari si CG. 

Dasar rendahan. Gatau diri. Brengsek. Kekanak-kanakkan. Lu bilang gw takut sama lu ya? Kalo gw niat nyari gara-gara, lu udah gw lempar dari lantai dua ke lantai satu tau? Kalo gw niat ngadep kepsek, lu udah gw gampar pake sepatu tau? Lu pikir gw takut? Bikin gw ngakak aja. 

Lu mau main fisik sama gw? Mau ngehajar gw? Ayo sini, bukannya lu yang takut sama gw? Firstly, ngapain gw takut sama lu. Second, lu tuh rendahan. Sampah. Third, lu kekanak-kanakkan. Ngga dewasa. Ngejago. So yes, gw terima tantangan lu. Mau main fisik? Silakan.

Coward. Bastard. 

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

New Template (lagi) + Rants

Okey, selamat malam semua pengunjung blog, akhirnya gw balik lagi hahahahahahahh /plak

Mungkin ada yang sadar gw ganti template ya? Hohoho iya, gw ganti jadi Abstract Earth punya Volverene Evo dari Templatesblock.com , gw suka banget sama headernyaa XD (...maaf Tsuna chi, bukannya aku ngga mau pasang headermu tapi...)

So yes. Gw bolak balik aja revert to classic template sama new blogger template, dan akhirnya memutuskan untuk tetep di new blogger template berhubung gw rada bingung sama classic. Tapi tapi punya Erin kan keren banget ;_______; Well, Jabberwocky. Oh yes gw rindu banget sama anak-anak PLI. Untung bisa ketemuan di ARA sama di Infantrum kayak Rose, Shina, Momo, Erin, dan yang lain~

Dan sekarang rantsnyaaa

ASTAGA TIDAAAAAAAAAAKK ULUM PRAKTEK SUDAH MENDEKAT AAAAAAAAAAAAA /headbang

Ohmaigot minggu besok lagi, dan sialnya untuk yang kelompok, gw sekelompok sama si itu lagi. Oh yes gw ngga peduli lu mau mampus juga, pokoknya gw dapet nilai dan kerja, why would I give you a fucking damn? You're not even worthy to eat my dirt.

Dan oh yes, gw envious banget sama lu Shin, someone who values friendship above everything else. Because to me, friendship is nothing but a mere illusion. Liat aja yang terjadi sama gw. Gw kira semua baik-baik aja. Akhirnya? Gw ditinggalin sendirian, hahaha.

Manusia semuanya memang bermuka dua. Ngga ada manusia yang jujur, bahkan buat mereka yang polos sekalipun. No one's honest. Everyone's lying. Jujur aja deh, kalian semua pasti punya hal yang kalian sembunyikan kan? Gw bukan nuduh, cuma, dari pengalaman gw, semua pasti punya hal yang disembunyikan.

Tapi, kayak kata Rino, rahasia itu ada untuk melindungi. Melindungi kita dari para strangers. Melindungi perasaan kita. Tapi merupakan sisi paling gelap dari diri kita.

Eh satu lagi. Jo, gw tau lu ngga punya intention buat baikan, jadi, mulai sekarang, I don't acknowledge you exist in my life. Yep, 'cause you are nothing but a stupid, and somehow, coward. Talking behind my back, that's what a 'friend' do, huh? Hahahaha.

Yes. Gw sukses rambling gaje lagi

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

Tranquillo Amore

Title: Tranquillo Amore (English: Quiet Love)

Fandom: Katekyoushi Hitman Reborn!

Author: Me a.k.a  Silent Afterglow/Lyrnya Lyafre

A/N: Giotto/OC, awwwwwwwwww <3

Summary: "...Buon compleanno, amore mio." and she realized that perhaps the quiet love he had chosen is not as bad as she thought.

DISCLAIMER: IF I HAD KHR, OBVIOUSLY VONGOLA PRIMO WOULD APPEAR MUCH MORE OFTEN.

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It is the quiet love he had chosen.

For he does not strive to prove his love with words, but he strive to prove his love with actions. His sharp, yet gentle eyes of orange tones would often gazed gently at her, as she drifts to sleep within his embrace. He speaks in a rather regal demeanor, and he has no qualms whether any of his Guardians disagreed with his soft nature. These traits are what lit the sparks of affection in her heart.

He is calm, collected and gentle, and his soft nature seems to drawn her to him. 

Giotto is known to be fierce. It is said that his eyes are able to pierce even the hardest armor. But she knows otherwise.

What she knows, that those orange crystals are always as gentle as the possessor. Those orange orbs are capable of holding her captive, as they pierce their way through her soul. Those orange crystals held her breathless, and she knows he is genuine with every of his acts.

He always defended her, even going on as threatening those who tried to lay on a finger on her with his incredible power. Giotto is always there to wipe tears that running down her cheeks. And she foolishly thought that Giotto didn't love her. He loved her with all of his heart, perhaps it is because of his calm and collected personality, he chose over the quiet love.

"...Buon compleanno, amore mio." 

Giotto brought her into his arms, and gently whispered on her ears, his warm breath settled down around her skin.

"Per il mio amato, Airiana,
Buon compleanno, amore mio
Mia amore non sono mai cambiare, saltando con spazio e volta
Là dei confini del volta
Di tutta l'eternità, in eterno."

Airiana nodded as she smiled in satisfaction. "I'm in content by you letting me know that you love me. That's more than enough, Giotto."  

Giotto nodded, and he smiled. He realized that his way of loving her would never change, and she would be in content for it.

"Happy birthday....My love."

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AAAAAAAAA GIOTTO .//////////.

"Per il mio amato, Airiana,
Buon compleanno, amore mio
Mia amore non sono mai cambiare, saltando con spazio e volta
Là dei confini del volta
Di tutta l'eternità, in eterno."

Translation:

"To my beloved Airiana,

Happy birthday, my love

My love shall never change, leaping through space and time

Beyond the boundaries of time

Of eternity, for eternity"

Ahayy Giotto manis sekali kau disanaaa ;_________; 

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

Ah, Hahahaha.

Ah banciiiiiii hahahaha. Lololol. 

Dasar ngga logis, coba semua yang lu sebutin itu ngga bener. Gw ciptaan Iblis, baru tau gw Iblis menciptakan, harharhar. Mana bawa-bawa nama Tuhan lagi, ngaku ngaku anak Tuhan. Setau gw, anak Tuhan ngga ada yang sebrengsek diri lu, harharhar. Mana tukang tiru lagi, harharhar. Ngomong gw otak di pantat, ah seinget gw otak gw ada di dalem tengkorak gw ah, harharhar.

Kalo hadepan sama gw beraninya bawa bawa orang lain, dan lu ngambek kalo gw bawa nama nama yang ngga lu kenal. Emang semua orang wajib kenal sama lu, hah? Dan suka suka gw dong, harharhar. 

Jadi intinya? Percuma ngomong sama lu, harharhar. Bukan gw ngga berani cuy, gw bisa nampol lu di sekolah sekalian kalo gw mau. Gw cuma ngga niat, daripada gw kena masalah kan mendingan kita selesein baik-baik, eh lu malah nyinggung ini itu blablabla. Cari pembenaran lu?  Sori lu ngga bakal dapet, harharhar.

Banci luu. Pecundang luu. Harharhar.

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

2-4-2011 & Latihan Drama

Abaikan judul. Gw emang bingung mau ngasih judul apa.

Kemaren itu beneran...I had some sort of a swell of strange feeling...Padahal kan perayaan meninggalnya kakak gw kan bulan depan, bukan bulan ini. Kemarin juga gw hampir nangis.

Dan sumpah kemaren, beneran gw bener-bener ditopang bukan sama Reis, tapi sama temen - ralat, kakak kedua gw selain Nii san. *maaf Rin, bukan gw nggak sudi manggil lu Nii san, tapi nanti gw bisa dibunuh Rion =))*

Kemaren entah kenapa gw labil lagi, emosian gw. Dan anehnya, tiap kali kayak gitu, gw keinget langsung sama kakak gw.

Dan gw heran kenapa si Rinyo bisa ngajak gw chat pas gw lagi labil-labilnya dan buka YM. Yah, jadi intinya, post hari ini panjang karena....

Gw copas itu percakapan YM =))

Err ini emang gw ngga copas semua, gw copas mulai dari yang serius aja, kyahahaha.

rizukukiryuu: What am I, some sort of toy?!
Rivelino Verse: there you go, you know the answer
rizukukiryuu: You said I'm a toy?
Rivelino Verse: what if I said yes?
rizukukiryuu: Well, I'm not a mere toy, I'm a living being you know.
Rivelino Verse: that's why you're a unique toy for me
rizukukiryuu: And I won't accept you play me around like if a dead toy.
Rivelino Verse: I will play you around like a living toy, of course
Rivelino Verse: dead toy is no fun
rizukukiryuu: You think you can play people around as you wish?
Rivelino Verse: what if I can?
rizukukiryuu: You obviously can't!
rizukukiryuu: What are you, god?
Rivelino Verse: you just don't know
Rivelino Verse: hahahaha I don't need to be god to play people around, dear
rizukukiryuu: I know I don't know everything, but you can't just play people around like they're things
rizukukiryuu: It's just not fair to some people, you know.
Rivelino Verse: not all people
Rivelino Verse: just some of them
Rivelino Verse: the one with potentials of course
rizukukiryuu: Yeah, I think I said some people.
Rivelino Verse: *ohokkokgwberasarpyahohok* *lanjutdah*
Rivelino Verse: of course just some of them *smile*
rizukukiryuu: coretlunapakoktibatibaitumunculcoret
Rivelino Verse: *kagatahukenapaseriushahahahayaudahlanjutajalol*
rizukukiryuu: coretiyasihmendadakjadiseriusginilollanjutajadehcoret
Rivelino Verse: *emanginiseriusyah* *plakplakplak*
rizukukiryuu: It's still not fair...You can't treat people like you can throw them away anytime you want.
Rivelino Verse: the world is never fair you know. well, the world is fair actually. but it won't be a life if it's all just good people inside of it
Rivelino Verse: but well
Rivelino Verse: I'll make an exception for you
Rivelino Verse: cause you're special *smile*
rizukukiryuu: I know the world is never fair, who do you think could actually stab an only four years old girl deep into her heart?
rizukukiryuu: Life will be boring if all of good people is inside it, but actually, why would people do bad things, in the first place?
Rivelino Verse: because the good and the bad will always be there.
Rivelino Verse: depend on the people, if they heart is weak, they would go to the bad
Rivelino Verse: but if they are strong enough, they will be good people who could face reality
rizukukiryuu: I think that returns to the very nature of people....
Rivelino Verse: that is, indeed the nature of people
Rivelino Verse: but they forget about it
rizukukiryuu: What are we really inside, bad or good?
Rivelino Verse: both
Rivelino Verse: we have both of them
Rivelino Verse: and you, choose
Rivelino Verse: you choose the good one or the bad one
Rivelino Verse: cause you could be good people or bad people
rizukukiryuu: Then why would people choose over bad things than good thing?
Rivelino Verse: cause it's easy to do the bad things
Rivelino Verse: and it's good to do the bad things
Rivelino Verse: while it's hard for them to do the good things
rizukukiryuu: It's good to do bad things? I had to agree that it's hard to do good things...But wasn't it because that people choose over to do bad things, to follow their desire?
Rivelino Verse: that's why I told you, it's good to do the bad things, it's easy to the bad things. why? because they want it. it is their desire
rizukukiryuu: If people do bad things because they follow their desire, does this mean...we are bad inside?
Rivelino Verse: listen to me, little lady
Rivelino Verse: we all have good and bad side
Rivelino Verse: it's our choice to do bad or good things
Rivelino Verse: our desire is not all about bad things
Rivelino Verse: my little sister, she desire to help people with her drawing.
Rivelino Verse: is that a bad thing? I think it is not
Rivelino Verse: so it's all depend of us
rizukukiryuu: Still, in reality, people do more bad things than good things...
Rivelino Verse: that's reality
Rivelino Verse: but will you just look on reality?
Rivelino Verse: don't you have your dream?
rizukukiryuu: I have, but the reality is bitter, you know. Sometimes, even I lose my sight of my dreams...
Rivelino Verse: you still a lucky child
Rivelino Verse: out there
Rivelino Verse: there are a lot of people who always have their dream high.
Rivelino Verse: but they could not achieve their dream because of their condition
Rivelino Verse: economical, hunger, political, etc. because of that
Rivelino Verse: you on the other hand, could still eat a good food and have your money from your parents
Rivelino Verse: you still go to school
Rivelino Verse: you still can achieve your dream
Rivelino Verse: don't ever lose sight of it
Rivelino Verse: people with no dream, they're just a living zombie who search for happiness
rizukukiryuu: "Once you lose your sight of your dream, you might as well disappear..."
rizukukiryuu: That's very right. My brother once told me that.
rizukukiryuu: coretbetewegwmandidulucoret
Rivelino Verse: coretsamagwjugapantesbaulosampekesinilolololcoret
rizukukiryuu: coretsialanapaitumaksudlubetewegwudahmandicoret
Rivelino Verse: coretgwjugaudahmanditapigwshalatduluyooocoret
rizukukiryuu: coretsokcepetanbaliklaginantigwjugahabismakancoret
Rivelino Verse: coretsipudahbaliknihguacoret
Rivelino Verse: see? you know it yourself
Rivelino Verse: but you forget those words
rizukukiryuu: Which is more difficult, to lose sight of reality or to lose sight of your dream?
Rivelino Verse: both
Rivelino Verse: once again, it depends on you
Rivelino Verse: if you're into reality you could lose your dream
Rivelino Verse: and if you into your dream you could lose your reality
Rivelino Verse: that's why you have to balance your life
rizukukiryuu: Fluffy dream, and bitter reality...Such a contrasted side, eh?
Rivelino Verse: that's a nature of human
Rivelino Verse: everyone always dream a fluffy dreams
rizukukiryuu: On a side, dream could be a bitter venom...But it could be also a sweet honey...Such ironic...
Rivelino Verse: it is not ironic
Rivelino Verse: well yeah, it may be ironic
Rivelino Verse: but that is one taste of life
rizukukiryuu: On a side, why would reality be so harsh? And when dream comes to support us?
Rivelino Verse: so that we won't fall
Rivelino Verse: so that se could always stand to our feet again
Rivelino Verse: *we
Rivelino Verse: and so that we can learn many things and experience things in life
Rivelino Verse: is it not?
rizukukiryuu: Dream is abstract, somehow well, dazzle us in its spark
rizukukiryuu: But why does it hurt when we lose our dreams?
rizukukiryuu: Why is it difficult when we want to set our dream straight again?
Rivelino Verse: because we dream it. we want it. that's why it feel hurt when we lose our dream.
Rivelino Verse: because you're mind already fall when you lose your dream
Rivelino Verse: cause you already told yourself that you can't, while the truth say that you can still do it
rizukukiryuu: I feel like crying now, strange...
Rivelino Verse: and why you feel like so?
rizukukiryuu: I don't know what, why and even how.
rizukukiryuu: I'm such a strange girl, huh?
Rivelino Verse: it is not. you are not.
Rivelino Verse: you feel like so, cause you want to hold on tight to your dream again
Rivelino Verse: but you feel like you can't hold on your dream again because of reality, while it is not true
Rivelino Verse: and when someone said like this to you, you really want to hold on to it again so you can stand high on your feet
Rivelino Verse: am I wrong?
rizukukiryuu: No...Not at all, but I think I saw my brother in you.
rizukukiryuu: Which make me feel real guilty inside.
Rivelino Verse: your... brother?
rizukukiryuu: Yup. He passed away when I was still 4.
Rivelino Verse: I feel sorry for you then
Rivelino Verse: how so?
rizukukiryuu: Haha, don't need to feel sorry for me, I already used to that.
rizukukiryuu: I vaguely remember it, but a thing that is certain if I didn't bring my parents along with me and leaving my brother behind, this would not happen.
Rivelino Verse: oh... I see
Rivelino Verse: it's not your fault
Rivelino Verse: maybe it is his fate
rizukukiryuu: It somehow feels strange...
Rivelino Verse: hmm?
rizukukiryuu: It's like two things are fighting inside my head
Rivelino Verse: say it
Rivelino Verse: tell me
rizukukiryuu: Someone or something told me for all this time his death is my fault. And I strangely believe into that.
rizukukiryuu: But someone else or something else told me this is not my fault. And I strangely wanted to believe into that one too.
Rivelino Verse: it is not your fault
Rivelino Verse: I believe your brother want you not to blame yourself too
Rivelino Verse: it is his time, probably
Rivelino Verse: and it's not your fault
rizukukiryuu: ...Can I cry now/
rizukukiryuu: *?
Rivelino Verse: no one hold you for crying
Rivelino Verse: just cry
Rivelino Verse: let your tears flow
rizukukiryuu: That's it, I can't take it anymore. I want to cry, I want to yell, I want to tell him that I'm sorry.
Rivelino Verse: let it all out then
Rivelino Verse: let your heart yell
Rivelino Verse: let go your emotions
rizukukiryuu: Stay with me, will you?
Rivelino Verse: of course. I will
Rivelino Verse: *hug you* *smile* just cry
rizukukiryuu: I don't know...My tears just won't flow...Do my eyes run out of tears?
Rivelino Verse: no it is not
Rivelino Verse: you just hold it
Rivelino Verse: you don't have to push yourself now
Rivelino Verse: you already push yourself for a very long time
Rivelino Verse: just let it go
Rivelino Verse: let yourself rest for a minute
rizukukiryuu: Thanks...Not so many people want to stay with me when I want to cry
rizukukiryuu: I think they thought of me of pretty pathetic, eh?
Rivelino Verse: it is not pathetic
Rivelino Verse: it's normal
Rivelino Verse: well maybe I'm with exception here
Rivelino Verse: I don't mind stay here with you
rizukukiryuu: I think they are not ready yet to face the 'real' me...I'm always cheerful outside and laugh even if my heart ached...I think I'm a pretty good liar.
rizukukiryuu: It is good to be a liar? Wait, I know the answer.
Rivelino Verse: everyone has their own secret. and it's not lying when you try to hide you secret
Rivelino Verse: it's your privacy and it's not something bad
rizukukiryuu : But secret is not always good...Right?
Rivelino Verse: it's good
Rivelino Verse: to protect yourself from other people
Rivelino Verse: it's good
Rivelino Verse: cause you're protecting yourself from others
rizukukiryuu: I hold too many secrets. And almost all of that isn't good...Maybe the darkest part of myself. Is it good to keep it/
rizukukiryuu: *?
Rivelino Verse: of course. secret is there to protect you from other people who don't know you
Rivelino Verse: that's why, you have to be careful to other people if you want to tell one of your secrets
rizukukiryuu: I can trust you...Right?
Rivelino Verse: you can. I'm not the one typical who like to tell people secret

Bener-bener gw speechless. Awalnya gw sama dia di awal conv nyante aja, terus ke tengah rada arguing, terakhirnya, dia bener-bener nge-comfort gw gitu. Dia ngebiarin gw nangis, dia ngebiarin gw numpahin semua emosi gw, meskipun yah ngga semua. Pokoknya bener, gw bener-bener nyaman numpahin semua emosi gw sama dia, meskipun yah gw tau gw gaboleh kayak gini.

Sekarang beralih ke drama

KEPALA GW PUYENG TADI DIPUTER-PUTER KAYAK BOLA ORZ.

MANA GERAKANNYA UUUUUUUUHH GW BISA MALU ADSJFLAKSJFDKLASJFA.

Jer, kenapa harus lu lawan main gw? Untung lu perannya bukan jadi Iblisnya orz.

Oke, I think that's all. Dadah~

~No it's not. You just hold it. You don't have to push yourself now. You already pushed yourself for a very long time. Just let it go. Let yourself rest for a minute.~

Curcol

Akhir-akhir ini atmosfir di sekitar gw jadi nggak enak. Gw bingung kenapa. Dan, tampaknya di hari ulang tahun gw yang makin deket ini, bukannya nggak ada masalah malah makin banyak masalah. 

Temen-temen gw di blogroll pada ngegalau semua. Kemarinpun gw ngegalau di sini. Oke, gw lagi ngga mau tau sama EYD, persetan sialan. Ini buku harian ya, bukan buku latihan bahasa Indonesia sama guru gw yang ngakunya guru bahasa Indonesia tapi ngomongpun nggak beda jauh sama berandalan di sekolah gw. Iya, sumpah. Gw nggak bohong. Mungkin kalian yang baca cuma bisa bengong, tapi gw ngalamin. So yah...Gitu lah.

Terus kenapa forum gw kena masalah? Apaan tuh anak itu dateng (okelah gw ngga mau ngumbar nama) dan nuduh gw plagiat forum dia? Apaan tuh cuma karena 'kemiripan di atas 50 %'? Gila tau ngga. Tuh base story ngaku ngakunya niru punya dia, udah gitu gw jawab itu pengalaman gw sendiri, oi, emang cuma lu yang berhak punya base story kayak gitu. Udah gitu dia seenaknya aja ngomong tuh forum berdasarkan Final Fantasy X cuma karena sistemnya ada beberapa modifikasi dari sistem FFX. Cuma gara-gara nama kotanya Fantasia. Cuma karena gw bilang nama Fantasia itu derivative kata 'Fantasy' dari 'Final Fantasy'. Dia bilang kudunya gw ngambil nama Spira. Gila. Terus kalo gw ngambil namanya dari FFXIII, nama kotanya mau jadi Gran Pulse? Cocoon? Kalo gw ngambil dari FFXIV namanya mau Eorzia (ato Eorza, gw rada lupa)? Kalo gw ngambil V, namanya mau The Rift, gitu? Kalo gw ngambil dari FFX mau namanya Spira? Ato malah Zanarkand? Terus kalo gw ngambil FFII, masa gw harus ngambil Fynn atau Palamecia? Kalo ngambil FFI, namanya mau Cornelia, gitu? 

Udah mah nuduh gw plagiat, seenak udelnya aja ngomong tuh forum berdasarkan FFX. Dan oke, gw tau maksud si Mizu bukannya memperkeruh suasana, tapi dia ngeyel tuh forum kudunya ditulisin based on Final Fantasy. Eduunn gilaaa. Cuy, base story beda jauh. Masa cuma gara gara nama gw ambil dari FF dan beberapa sistem gw modifikasi dari FFX lu ngeyel kudu nyantumin based on FF? 

Tauk ah. Lusa gw ultah, dan gw nggak mau ngegalau ngebikin suasana hati gw nggak enak.

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

Menggalau Sedikit

Gw galau. Gw lagi bingung. Pusing gw. 

Gw udah bilang gw nggak suka sama dia. Lu kenapa jadi orang kepala batu banget sih? Gw udah bilang gw nggak suka sama dia.

Gw mau cosu dan senjata Noct dibuatin sama dia, lu langsung nuduh gw suka sama dia dan lu mulai curcol mengasihani diri lu sendiri. Denger. Lu mungkin sahabat gw, tapi gw paling benci sama orang kayak lu. Yang nggak mau dengerin kata orang lain dan bisanya mengasihani diri sendiri. Maaf aja, gw nggak mau hal sekecil ini merusak persahabatan kita. 5 tahun tuh bukan waktu yang sebentar kan? Kita udah mengenal satu sama lain. Lu tau gw kayak gimana, dan gw tau lu kayak gimana.  Atau lu memang secara sengaja sih bikin gw panas hati?

Kalo hal ini sampai merusak persahabatan kita, gw bakalan ngeluarin si Nathan dari kehidupan gw dan lu. Di antara kita bertiga nggak akan ada lagi pertemanan, persahabatan dan lain sebagainya. Gw udah muak denger lu mengasihani diri lu sendiri karena si Nathan. Kalo perlu, gw bakalan ngapus ingatan lu tentang si Nathan, entah gimana caranya. Denger, gw nggak mau hal ini merusak persahabatan kita berdua. 5 tahun menurut gw bukan waktu yang sebentar buat kita berdua mengenal satu sama lain. 

Kenapa? Lu kenapa jadi kayak gini? Temen-temen gw yang lain di blog mereka masing-masing ngegalau, dan gw pun sebenernya nggak mau menggalau. Tapi kenapa lu bikin gw kayak gini?

Kenapa? Kenapa?

Cukup gw ngegalau. Blog, makasih kau sudah bersedia menampung curhatanku~ XD 

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

Curhat di Pertengahan Bulan~

Udah terlalu lama gua nggak ngisi blog, jadi gw isi lagi deh sekarang dengan ringkasan 17 hari pertama di bulan Maret~

1 - 6 Maret

Gw dikebut buat mid semester tanggal 7.

7 Maret

Hari pertama mid semester: Bahasa Indonesia & Agama. Agama sih gak ada masalah, BI gw rada nggak yakin, padahal itu bahasa ibu gw =)) suram abis XDD

Agama gw sih 90. 

8 Maret

Hari kedua mid semester: Matematika & PKn. Oke,  Mat gw pasrah sejak gw nggak bisa yang namanya matematika. PKn, oh tentu aja gw bisa. Gw kuat hapalan soalnya mwahahahhaa. 

PKn gw 90, wakakakakaka. 

9 Maret

Hari ketiga mid semester: IPA & TIK. Awalnya gua mikir bakalan suram nih mid, gataunya TIKnya gampang abis terutama uraian, gw malah banyak nembak itu pilihan ganda =)) Fisika gw suram, soalnya uraian cuma dapet 5 poin. Sisanya tergantung sama PG Fisika 20 nomor, andai aja gw bener semuapun gw cuma dapet kisaran 80. Mana selama ini gw Fisika itu jelek abis. IPA gw ketolong sama Biologi & Kimia yang notabene hapalan.

10 Maret

Hari keempat mid semester: Bhs. Inggris & B. Sunda. Satu kata buat hari ini: SASTRA! Bayangin aja 120 menit berkutat sama bahasa Inggris ehh begitu jam kedua dikasih yang namanya Bahasa Sunda. Inggris sih gw nggak masalah karena gw yakin bagus, eh malah Sunda gw yang jeblok. Yah cuma 75 sih, berhubung gw nggak sempet baca bukunya XD /plak

11 Maret

Hari terakhir mid semester: IPS & B. Mandarin. Uuuh sumpah gw frustrasi sama ini IPS. Bayangin aja, ni guru yang bikin nantang banget deh. Masa udah pertemuan terakhir sebelum mid dia nggak masuk, bilang bahannya bab 13 eh gataunya yang keluar bab 6/7 yang NOTABENE KITA BELUM DIBAHAS. Yaudah pas gw ngerjain Geografi gw cuma bisa ngomong, wat de fak. Lah ya iya dong, gimana ceritanya kita mau bisa nih?

Geografi gw cuma 68. Gw tau, suram abis. 

12 - 13 Maret

Gw bener-bener nyante di rumah. Apalagi tanggal 13 badan gw nggak terlalu enak.

14 Maret

White Day. And great, asma gw kambuh lagi hari itu. Alhasil gw nggak sekolah.

15 Maret

Gw paksain diri gw sekolah, meskipun cuma  4 jam pelajaran pertama. 2 jam seni rupa, 2 jam mandarin. Seni Rupa gw disuruh ngegambar pahlawan dari uang kertas, dan yang gw gambar adalah dirinya yang terpampang di uang kertas 5k rupiah. Dan hasilnya? Tentu saja epic failure :))

Mandarin sih bahas soal mid. Dan gw nggak yakin hasilnya bagus orz.

16 Maret

Gw paksain kemarin gw sekolah full. Iya sih mesipun gw masih rada sesek. Dan nggak enak banget pas pelajaran Fisika, masa gw nggak bawa penggaris nilai gw langsung dikurangin, nyebelin abis tuh guru. Anjir.

17 Maret

Ulang tahun Gema, yup, hari ini dan hari ini gw cape abis. Gimana enggak, gw ekskur ditahan ampe jam setengah 4, udah gitu besok masih banyak PR dan sekolah orz. Liburin aja kali toh Senin juga libur gara-gara anak kelas 9 UN ==

Oke, gw ngegaje abis. Tanggal 26 gw ultah [yes, udah dua kali berarti gw ulang tahun & dirayain di sini] ke 14. Entah kenapa gw merasa tua orz.

Oyasumi minna~

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~

FFX: Yunalesca and Sin Walkthrough

Alright. I know. The bosses I mention in the title are hard. Especially Yunalesca. But don't worry.

Fight with: Yunalesca

HP: 24000

Place: Zanarkand Ruins

Preparations: 

Have everyone's Overdrive gauge full, especially Yuna for Grand Summoning. Stock lots of Holy Water, Mega Phoenix or Phoenix Downs, Echo Screens and Eye Drops. Esuna or Remedies should do it, as well. Other way is to customize Lulu's armor and add 'Silenceproof' ability because she will certainly be your greatest asset in this fight. Get yourself a handy amount of Ether you can get by stealing Ethers from Behemoth that exists along the way to the Dome. 10 Ethers should be enough but stock more in case you are stuck. The reason I told you to get Ethers will be explained below. Equip Yuna with 'Magistral Rod' that had 'Half MP Cost' property because she'll be hell a lot of healer. Once you're ready, enter the dome and the battle will begin.

Battle: 

First, had Rikku stole a Stamina Tablet from Yunalesca, and then keep pounding her with your best physical fighter and mages. The things you might find annoying are when Yunalesca attacked with physical attack she will counter with Blind and when attacked with magics she will counter with Silence. That's why I said stock lots of Remedies, Echo Screens and Eye Drops. Don't hesitate to use Ether on your character if she ever drops Osmose in the middle of battle [and her Osmose drains a hell of lot of your MP]. With only 24k HP, she's not that tough for a boss battle...

Fight with: Yunalesca

HP: 48000

Place: Zanarkand Ruins

To begin the battle, Rikku must steal Stamina Tablet and Mix a Mega Vitality to double everyone's Max HP. Quickly heal everyone because once it's Yunalesca's turn, she will use the pain in the ass Hellbiter that causes Zombie and Curse. Don't summon your Aeons yet, Yuna must keep pushing the party with her Curaga and Regen spells. The nice thing you might find at this battle that you are free to attack Yunalesca because she won't counter any attacks, but her Mind Blast probably is the worst attack she can have. To kill your party, Yunalesca had the awful equation of Hellbiter + (Regen * Curaga) = Death. Curaga will instantly kill your character since it will deal around 5000 damage but Regen is another story. If any of your character was inflicted by Regen, quickly dispose their Zombie status so Yunalesca won't damage your party, instead, she's healing you for free! But be aware and keep at least a Zombied character in your party because...Well, you'll see below...

Fight with: Yunalesca

HP: 60000

Place: Zanarkand  Ruins

In her final form, Yunalesca loves to drop Mega Death at the beginning. Mega Death INSTANTLY KILLS any characters that is not Zombied, so like I said, keep at least a Zombied character along the battle because she loves to drop Mega Death in the middle of battle as well. Play defensively in this battle but keep bringing her down with Tidus and Lulu. Should Lulu or Tidus runs out of  MP,  use Ether to replenish their MP. Yuna must keep pushing the party with supportive spells and if you had any chance, Grand Summon your strongest Aeon [in my case, Bahamut] and pound Yunalesca with your Aeon's Overdrive, should they have their Overdrive gauge full and with Grand Summoning, you will have another full Overdrive gauge and since Aeons' Overdrives always do 9999 damage, they can bring this final form down. Don't die here, play defensively but don't forget to bring Yunalesca down, and stay alive.

Fight with: Left & Right Fin

HP: 65000 each

Place: Skies of Spira

This boss' only offensive spell is Gravija and you can easily avoid this spell by ordering Cid to move away from the fin. 65k HP is not that tough, just have Auron use Armor Break on the fin, Lulu casting magic from far away and Yuna using Aeon's attacks. With  Armor Break, you will find the damage Tidus deal will skyrocket, and under the influence of Hastega you should be able to bring these things down even before that guy had a turn. Because Sin will mostly remains motionless, this is a very easy boss battle compared to Yunalesca. 

Fight with: Sinspawn Genias

HP: 20000

Fight with: Sin

HP: 36000

Place: Skies of Spira

The same strategy for the fins applies, it just that this guy had Sinspawn Genias that is considerably awful if you don't take care of it soon. With only 20k HP, this guy shouldn't be too much of a brawl but then once it hides in its shell, kill this guy with magic. After you kill Genias, you can face Sin. Have Auron use Armor Break and Tidus casting Hastega. 36k HP shouldn't be too much damage and since Tidus' damage is skyrocketing, you might find yourself laughed so hard because Tidus kills this boss with only less than 15 turns.

NEXT ON: OVERDRIVE SIN

Stay tuned! :p

 

~Let me be your illuminating shield...~